want to share with you a story about a plant. I share it here because this incident made me trust in something that feels close to prayer. It made me trust in something that feels close to the idea that we can perhaps communicate even when we don’t have the means to do so by words and speech. It made me trust in something that feels close to the idea of a collective consciousness. Maybe sometimes, a thought, a prayer, a blessing spoken in the heart, is enough.
The story goes like this:
When I started graduate school in Cambridge, MA, the room I moved into had a plant in it. It was passed down to me by the previous resident. After a few weeks, it started dying. Looking at it, I realized its roots needed more space to grow. It had outgrown its pot. Its roots were cooped up in the tiny pot, gasping for breath, for space.
But I happened to be too busy at the time to stop and figure out where to get a new pot to save the plant in time before it died (I thought it would cost a lot of money, as even the smallest things in the US tend to). A peek outside my window at asphalt roads and hard sidewalks didn’t encourage me to go hunting for soil that I could steal (and I was terrified by the prospect of being slapped with a hefty fine for stealing soil from public property). I had recently come from India to the US and I knew all too well about Western civilization’s love of fines and lawsuits. My hands knew their place in my jacket pockets very well.
Hence, I kept postponing action, while the plant died slowly (yes, I know, I cringe as I write this).
Then one day, while going about my business as usual, I saw a big pot lying right opposite my apartment door on the grey carpeted floor by the staircase that descended to the world below. The pot was plant-less but filled with soil.
I thought, "Well that's serendipitous,” but decided that its rightful owner will probably come and pick it up soon, so I ignored it.
The days passed on. The plant kept dying slowly. I continued going about business as usual. But no one came to claim ownership on that pot. It lay there outside my door.
Finally, I told myself that if no one took that pot by the close of this week, I would have to believe that it's meant for my plant. In 7 days, no one had yet come to claim their ownership on the pot.
I decided the plant must have sent a pot for itself. And took it in.
After transferring the plant into the new pot, it slowly started coming back to life. Its roots spread out to take up the generous space offered by the big new pot. A light green stem started emerging from the dark soil from under its dying shoot.
I'm sharing this story because it fills me with some form of wonder, and some form of trust in the unknown. I did not pray for a pot, and yet it would seem that the plant did. And if plants can, then maybe so can we. Or maybe we can at least believe there is something as hope in times of distress signals. Maybe we can all listen and pray and communicate and trust silently.
I had a lot of reverence for that little plant after this.
It would seem it knew how to claim its space when I wasn't listening to its pain. It knew how to claim its space when I wasn't sensitive to its right to live itself out in the world with space, intelligence and a live, beating consciousness.
And maybe in some ways, this story of the plant is the story of the world, is the story of you and me.
About Niharika Sanyal
Niharika Sanyal enjoys waking up to a dream diary and a cup of hot chai, and most of her day goes in some form of listening, writing or story-sharing. Her work in the world is to empower people to discover their authentic purpose and live that out into the world. Based in India, she is an M.Ed student at the Harvard Graduate School of Education, a certified Purpose Guide™ and a student of human development and psychology.